This past month has been great for me. I have a new boyfriend Jeff. And we have been spending so much time together. Last Friday we went and saw a band and the lead singer comes off the stage and pulls us up on to the stage and makes us sing with the band. We had a great time. I was embarrassed but I was with Jeff and that made me happy. Then on the 4th of July we spent it at his brothers. I got a bunch of fire works and brought them with me. We stayed there until the 7th of July. I had a really good time with him and his family. Then I went back home it was hard to leave his side. But today I'm going back to see him. We are going to go see another band. Hopefully they wont pull us up on stage and make us sing haha! Then Saturday he is going to be coming to my house and we are going to a fair in town. We are going to see two more bands at the fair. I just wanted to update everyone with what I have been doing.

In my own place finally!

Last night was my first night in my new place. I had my friend come over for a while. We got cozy and cuddled and stuff in my bed. Yes I can say "My bed" finally. No more sleeping in Grandma's old bed. I'm so sore. I went to Kansas on Monday. Tuesday I packed all my stuff in the U haul, Wednesday we got up and drove all day back to Wisconsin. Thursday we unload the U haul. Now I'm all moved. Thank goodness!! Now for even more fun yeah right... I got to unpack all this stuff. Dad is coming over today. To help me. And he's bringing my cat!! I miss her I haven't seen her all week. I saw my dog when I was in Kansas. She is all out of it and depressed. It's sad that I can't see her. Then Mom was saying I wish you would of stayed here with me. WTF....Her and her husband are the ones that sold my place. And wanted me out. I don't know maybe she is feeling guilty now. Well that's all for now. I will update some more later.

Found a Apt!

I finally found a apt. It is small but I don’t care I just want to move out of here. I can’t have my dog but I can have my cat. My Sister is on this crazy diet. She has been making me walk with her for the past week now. My legs are killing me. I was seeing this one guy, we went out on a few dates everything was fine, then he texted me “it’s not you it’s me” crap. Oh well my Dad use to work with him and he said for me not to go out with him in the first place but I didn’t listen. He told me he was a loser. Well Christmas is almost here and I’m broke!! I had to spend so much money on bills, and plus I had to give the guy some money to hold the apt, also had to open a bank account here in town. Then I got this other crazy guy that googled where I live, and he is all on me about where I live and why? These guys are fucking crazy. It’s just erie that he knows so much about where I live what house I live in and where the neighborhood is. I blocked his ass. I don’t want any stalkers. And if he does anything more I’m going to call the police. I have had my ups and downs these last few months. But I’m getting my “own” place again!!!

I miss my sewing machine!!

Ahhh I miss my sewing machine. I found the cutest, doll pattern online. I want to sew so bad!! Well my Dad went out of town for his job he is going to be gone until the 8th. And I'm here with my sister alone. o0o0o scarey. I hope we can get along. So, far so good. I found out that my ex sister n law is having a baby. I want to make her a baby quilt. Damn I want to do all this stuff but all my crafting supplies is in storage in Wichita, I'm going to be going to get my stuff this month. I can't wait to have my car again. And all my Stuff!!!!

Times with the Family

I left Friday around 11am. And drove to Springbook WI. I got there and my Mom, Aunt and Cousin were gone shopping. My other Aunt was there sitting in the drive way waiting for them. She rolls down her window and says hey what are you doing here. I said I came to visit. We went in the house and waited for them. I got to see my dog Cindy. She is doing so much better since she has been on this new med's. Finally my Mom, Aunt Kim, and Cousin Sara show up. They were all happy to see me. We went and took Sara and her daughter home. Then went to wal mart to pick up some dinner. My Uncle Tom calls and he said he will buy the beer and meet us back at the house. We get back to the house and my Uncle Tom is there with his friend Ryan and his Girlfriend Tia. My Uncle Tom is all drunk. Then Sara shows back up with her boyfriend Tim and her kid. My Uncle Tom is giving me yager Bombs and beer. We start grilling brats-worst. Drinking, grilling and family what fun. I really miss my family. My Uncle Tom was sitting on a chair and he fell off it and busted it haha. My Uncles friend Ryan is asking my Mom for hugs hahaha. She said how do you think your girlfriend feels you hitting on a woman that could be your Mother? Then my Uncle went to bed. And his friend and his girlfriend left. Mom and I went over to the cabin and thats all Iremember . I woke up the next day feeling like shit. Moms hot water heater wasn't working . So, I had to go take a shower at Uncle Toms. Mom and I stayed at Uncle Toms and Aunt Kim's. Fixing stuffing for a turkey that we were going to put in the smoker that day. Then were looking everywhere for the charcoal. Finally Uncle Tom comes back and gets the smoker going. And we put the turkey on. Then Uncle Art and my Cousin Julie show up. I talked with them. And Aunt Kim came home from work. We just sat around eating turkey, watching the races, visiting with each other. Sara and her boyfriend and her kid came over again. Sara and her boyfriend ate and left right away because Sara was going out. Then Uncle Art and Julie left. Mom and I went over to the cabin. And talked a little bit then went to bed. The next day Sunday. I had breakfast with Uncle Tom, Aunt Norma, and Mom. Then Mom, Aunt Norma and I went into Hayward. And went to some shops. We went back to the cabin and I said I was bored then we went back into Hayward to Wal-mart. Back to the cabin and I packed my car. And followed Aunt Norma over to her house. Visited with my Uncle Larry. Had stuffed shells and cheese at his house. Then I left and drove home. I got home around 9pm. Washed my clothes and talked with my Dad and Sister. Did some stuff on the PC and went to bed. I had a really good time seeing my family.

To many you might of been just a dog. To me you are family, after eleven years of having you is going to be hard to ever forget you.
You might not be here in body but you are in spirit. And will always remain in my heart.
Rest in peace Keisha.
Love Mommy

When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge.
There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together.
There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.
All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by.
The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.

They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.

You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....

Moved

I drove to Wisconsin, it was not that bad of a drive. My cat slept most the way. I'm so glad. I thought it was going to worse then what it was. Now I'm living with my Dad and Sister. It's okay. I miss my dogs and my Mom. I hope to find my own place soon. I don't plan on staying here that long. Maybe a few months. Saving my money to move. That's about it for now. I will write more later.